Umm, see you in another 10 months . . . ? I hope not.
- Location:A-1
- Mood:
blah - Music:Smash Mouth "I Can't Get Enough Of You Baby"
Well, I guess I'm being pretty unfair to all editors at large, but I just read several books were the simple aspect of word order were completely skipped over by the editor, who should have caught that, even if the author had somehow missed it on their read-throughs afterwards. Aren't we paying them a bunch load of money to make sure we don't look like fools to our readers. How big a bullshit is that?
What got me going on this war-path? Well, more specifically, I just finished reading the biography of Dream Theater, Lifting Shadows: Images and Words.
See Emptyeye's notes on the subject on his website http://emptyeye.com/2008/02/ if you need more info about the group itself, the website for them is at http://dreamtheater.net/.
The editor that Rich Wilson picked to edit his project almost didn't even try to edit the end, as it is. I noticed LOTS of word-order problems, and other simple shit like that. I'm sure Rich didn't intend to write it like that and THEN send it out to the world like that. Most authors I know are more than willing to send their work off to editors to spruce it up and fix those silly errors that should be fixed.
I mean, coming as a writer's standpoint, there's only so many times you can edit your own work before you need a new pair of eyes to see what you missed. He could have gone over that manuscript with a fine-tooth comb and still missed several errors.
So, Rich, if you ever get over here to read this, I REALLY don't blame you at all. It was the editor's job to re-read the thing and make you look like a hero. I think most writers who read your book would ask, "Ok, who's the editor on this thing?" like I did.
Hope you grilled the bastard for all us Dream Theater fans and writers alike!!!
Yours in Word Bondage,
Silverluna
- Location:A-1
- Music:Dream Theater's Systematic Chaos
Sorry it's been too long.
Moving's a bitch. If you have the choice, do it only once in your life and make sure you have an army of people to help you. Not just your direct family, either. Having said army and knowing where everything is going ahead of time is also good.
I've been taking a hiatus while waiting for the internet in Emptyeye and my new place to be hooked up. We've noticed that a few OTHER things have been going wrong. The cable that was hooked up today wasn't working properly directly after the guy left. I'm still out of work so my money that I took WAY too long to save up is almost gone. None of the measurements we took for blinds in this place were right. The last big piece of the couch didn't fit in any car we had the day we moved in. Another thing, toilet not working could be bad news. Stove smoking when I try to use it. Can you say FIRE HAZARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What else goes wrong, right?
I sure as hell don't want to find out. . .
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Location:A-1
- Mood:
drained - Music:WCCC 106.9, of course
Sorry I was away too long. Haven't been up to TOO much. Had a project to work on in the town.
I thought it was about time that I posted Chapter 2 of Morgana's Magick. Althought, I don't know why I bother, as nobody told me what they thought of the last Chapter. But, your favorite writer insists on being persistant.
I can't believe that my brother's graduating college in 8 days, my 24th birthday's in 9 days, and that I'm going to be sharing my birthday party with him. I'm not at all jealous. It actually makes more sense to get the family together for one day for EVERYTHING we have to celebrate.
I actually can't wait. It's funny how many times in the past few days that I've been thinking of how PROUD of him I am for getting one of the jobs of his dreams, no matter the distance away. Also, I'm proud that he's graduating. I've seen him grow up over the years. Although, he was always grown up. I honestly don't remember a time where I didn't see the shadow of the man that he's become today. He'll always be my little bro, even when he outgrew the title "little bro." He's been taller than me since I was in High School.
Alright, before I get all nostalgic on you, I better go do what I have to do before noon.
Till Later.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
busy - Music:Queen, Under Pressure
Chapter 2
Seemingly to hide his nose in the book, he waited for Marsh’s men to come to him. Captain Marsh didn’t disappoint. Several minutes after Djin started his lookout, several Spanish officers stormed into the cabin. He went with them, head down meekly. When they emerged from the cabin, every member of Djin’s crew drew their swords and held the blade into the neck of their closest counterpart. Djin said to the men beside him in Spanish, “You and your Captain have been had my dear fellows. Surrender yourselves now or face the sword.”
Turning to him in disbelief, one of the men drew his sword. His other men drew their swords as well. “You devil. We shall never give into you.”
“Then you shal
“Then I shal
Djin blocked and answered with his own thrust. After a minute, Djin noticed that the poor fool was thinking out his moves. He attacked at the right moment, and the man was dead at his feet. Looking at him quickly before moving onto the next soldier who wasn’t busy, Djin muttered, “Sometimes I wonder about how little people listen to the rumors about me. The fellow could have been a really good swordsman at my side. What a waste.”
He met the next man and the next until his men had dispatched the last officer. Standing before him now were those who would be loyal to his fleet. “Alright men. If you want to join me and my band of pirates, use my guns to sink that ship. We have no further use of it.”
All the men rushed to do as he commanded. Within minutes, the Spanish Zabra was down at the bottom of Davy Jones’ Locker. Djin looked at his new loyal friends and said, “Good work men. For all that don’t know me, I’m Captain Djin Stone, also known as the Sea Master. Yes, all the rumors about me are all true. Don’t be afraid of me or the rest of this surely bunch. If you have any problems, feel free to discuss them with me at any time. My First Mate Jack will show you where you’ll be staying until we make port and will tell you what you need to know to survive on my crew.”
Djin set course for the nearest port and set his crew about making as many repairs as they could. When Jack and the rest of his new crewmen moved away, Djin put Jagger back in charge of the helm and went below decks to his cabin. He called his new men in to talk to him one by one. After getting their names, Djin told them of their weekly salary and what they could do to earn a bonus.
When night fell, Djin laid down to sleep, only to be plagued by worries over how he would pay the newest members of his crew. He only hoped an answer would come to him in the morning.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
creative - Music:The Police, Wrapped Around Your Finger
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJ0Qq4zsJ
Note: When you get past their accents, they play well off each other. Or maybe I finally get English humor. Maybe.
Apparently, accidents hurt. Just watch, and you'll know what I'm talking about. . .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Iwqj9i4Q
There's a comment on the Youtube site that says "Good, but nowhere near the quality of House Laurie now." All I have to say to that, is DUH. Hugh Laurie has had several years of practice being Hugh Laurie. House is American, Laurie's not. In the beginning, his accent still wanted to shine through in his characters. He STILL has to be careful NOT to let it through. Doing an American accent for the English is as hard as one of us trying to do a Scottish brouge perfectly. We talk too fast for it. . .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4AO9Z4bAv
OMG. This is too funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7p-AmMy6s
And YES, he DOES get punched in more than half of the shows and movies he does. Remember, EVERYBODY wants to punch Hugh Laurie. He's a bona-fide boxer now, apparently.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yboEA9zKe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ig_B0AVF
Who could REALLY answer this question???
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IwbB6B0cQ
OMG. Too funny. Hugh as Shakespeare. Awsome. All I have to say is "Shakie."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58k7jqrU9
I'm protesting with them. . . You Pimhole!!!
I LOVE Hugh Laurie!!! He's too funny. . . .
House is back Monday, the 28th, 9 pm on Fox
Enough. Till later!!!
It wasn't me, that's for sure. My brother hasn't even graduated, and he has several job offers in his field. I think he REALLY wanted the Dreamworks thing, so I'm REALLY happy for him. Now just to get my act together. . .
- Mood:
excited - Music:Lissy's Excitement
The address is 300 Pierpoint Road, Waterbury , CT for all those of you out there that don't know where Crosby High School is in Waterbury.
My grandmother was also diagnosed with cancer late last year, and I'm hoping she and my grandfather'll be joining me this year, as she is finally in remission.
Please, if you're going to be there to support those that have either survived cancer or passed away from it, be sure to say hi to yours truely. I'll be the younger red head on the arm of the arm of the dark survivor you know as Emptyeye. He's got pics all over his website, if you need help. I'll be the one hanging all over him like arm candy.
For other details, please go to the Relay for Life website in the link below. There you can register for the Survivor walks which happen throughtout the day. The Light festival that starts after dark is pretty cool. I'll definatly be there for that, if I'm not there for most of the day.
http://www.relayforlife.org/relay/
- Location:Home, enjoying the quiet
- Mood:
grateful - Music:The whine of the neighbor's machine
This is the updated and cleaned up version of the novel that I'm working on. This one's called "Morgana's Magick." Tell me if you think I need to change anything. If this beginning doesn't grab your attention, let me know. There's still time for me to change stuff around.
Basically the storyline is a romance novel with a Sanguine Vampire Witch and a Mind Reading Pirate. . .
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Chapter 1
On the ‘Mare Padrone’
Somewhere off Cape Cod
A knock sounded at Captain Djin Stone’s cabin door. “Come in Mr. Jack. What can I do for you today?”
“Captain, I’ve got a message from Grant up in the Crow’s Nest. Sir, he says that a Spanish ship is coming up fast in our tailwind. Should we set course to intersect?”
“Yes. Arm the cannons, anchor away and tell the men to ready themselves for battle. I’ll be right on deck Jack. Also, run up our banner. Let’s see what those old sea dogs want with us” Djin said to his first mate.
“Yes Captain.” Jack said and moved to leave the room. “I dare them to try to make a fool of the Sea Master and his crew.”
Djin smiled as Jack left the room. He wrote one last note in his leger and quickly marked his place in the book he was reading. As he marched out on deck, he muttered, “It’s good to have loyal friends like the members of my crew.”
Heading to the helm of his ship, Djin took over for his second mate, Jagger and looked in the direction of the Spanish Zabra that Jack had told him about. Recognizing the other ship’s banner, Djin yelled to Jack, “Mr. Jack, run up the Jolly Roger. That bastard doesn’t mean to be friendly-like. Maybe that will change his mind before messing with this pirate!!!”
In answer to the ‘Mare Padrone’ flying the Jolly Roger, the Captain of the Zabra sent three cannonballs into the foremast and the side of the ship. “Alright. I guess they want to play hardball. Mr. Jack, let’s retaliate. Let’s show them the full extent of our gunnage.”
“Ay Ay, Captain” Jack replied.
Yelling to the other members of the crew, Jack said, “Alright you lazy bones, arm the cannons and fire at will.”
And so the battle raged on until the Zabra sent a cannonball into the ‘Mare Padrone’s’ mainmast, rendering most of the ship’s movements. Seeing his ship’s defeat at hand, Djin took Jack aside and said, “Let’s run up the white flag. Let them think that they’ve won. Hell, help them load our cargo onto their ship if they ask for it. When they go to leave us out here, seemingly to die out here on our own, we attack when they least expect it. Plan on doing anything you can to make sure that there are no survivors on a ship that DARES take on the Sea Master.”
“Ay sir. Should I pass on the plan to the rest of the crew?” Jack replied.
“Yes, that way no one gets hurt. I’ll be in my cabin. Call me when it’s over. There are things I have to tend to.”
“But what about the cargo sir? Surely it’ll be lost when the other ship goes down.”
“Jack, I value the lives of our crew over the cargo in our hold. If we were to fight more, the whole crew would go down with the ship. I’m not about to lose the ship and my crew over something as trivial as some cargo. Especially since we can always get more, we don’t want to risk it.”
“Alright. Operation Sheep underway. I’ll come get you when all the unpleasantness is over.”
“Thank you Jack.” Djin said before heading into his cabin.
As he listened to the sounds of his upcoming victory over the Spanish dog that thought to best him on his turf, he thought about how he was going to reward Jack and the rest of his crew for their blind loyalty. Djin opened his leger once more and wrote:
“For his ability to listen to my orders without question,
twenty extra dollars in Mr. Jack’s salary pouch.”
Content that Jack would be well contended with that reward, Djin went back to his reading until he could come up with a way to come up with the money to pay his crew’s loyaly.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
creative - Music:Just me, typing
You may think that I'm being overly dramatic myself, but I'm almost 24 years old, and I'm still living at home with a monster of a mother. She may not realize JUST how much she does look like a monster when she and I get angry at one another like we did last night, but she does.
I sounded like one too. I'm just too upset with her and her stupid assumptions that I thought about packing a bag and moving in with my grandmother for a few days until I could handle my mother again in a civilized tone. But I think moving in with my grandparents would have been a bad move. As much as I don't like to talk about personal stuff with my mother, I ALSO don't want to hurt her feelings that way. She is, after all, my mother. The only one I have. We may fight, we may argue about what SHE thinks is best for me, but she's still my mom.
You may not understand how my mother would be hurt by my going to my grandmother, but you don't really need to know the details. My maternal grandmother has never been good at loving ALL her kids and grandkids equally, and at the same time. My mother and her sisters and brother are all kinda hurt by this knowledge, but they seem to have expected it. My running to her mother and father after an arguement between the two of us would have stuck a ten foot pole into her heart. I didn't want to do that to her. I refuse to have our relationship be like my mother and her mother's relationship.
Oh, yeah. I got pretty drunk last night too. I dealt with our latest arguement by getting drunk and putting on my Destroyer and other KISS albums so I wouldn't have to listen to my parents talk about the fight right outside my bedroom. The KISS albums are the loudest damn thing that I have, so when I play them at a normal volume, it seems like I'm blasting them. That's JUST want the doctor ordered last night.
To Empty, I'm sorry about the drunk texting I did last night. I really DID constrict myself on what I sent to you, so that we wouldn't go over our limit of texts this month on our plan. . .
I also wish that my mother would try to understand, I actually HATE most people. I just deal with them. My mom seems to be under the impression that I need them as a whole. Not really. I would be happy with a small group of friends, which I have in spades through the last assignment at work that I had. Those girls got the boot, and I didn't think they deserved it. I vocalized this, and got my ass fired. So you see, I DO have friends that I'd be willing to stick up for.
Everybody else in the world, well, we need to find our own path to each other. Sorry, your SHIT OUTTA LUCK if you don't like me for this fact. I simply don't care at this point. I don't harm anyone when I can help it. But I personally don't feel the need to go out on a limb to help humanity, especially when humanity is killing Mother Nature. I'm a tree-hugger of the worst sort. What stuff comes to with me, is if you don't respect the world around you, why should I respect you. Do your part for the environment, and DON"T freaking pollute. It's not there to be your own private dumping ground. It's there to help you breathe better. The trees and the air are there to be respected and treated well, not to be thrown plastic at (or anything, for that matter). The day that the Naugatuck Smokestacks came down, I was THRILLED!!! Not only were they an eyesore, but they were also a testament to the fact that the Naugatuck River will start to be respected by townspeople again. No dumping of anything bad for the environment. No mutated animals living in those waters.
*Alright, I'm off my soap box now*
The one person that I seem to get on pretty well is Emptyeye, and it's a wonder how he listens to me talk about the stupidest little thing. The poor guy has even been in the middle of a few of our mother-daughter arguements, has been the discussion of a few others. I really don't deserve his kindness and ears, but he always seems to be there for me. Yay for him for dealing with my freaking family dramatics and everything else I've told him over these (almost) 8 years that we've been dating. He does his absolute best to understand that my gettiing up on my soap box from time to time is important to me. He seems to respect that, even if he doesn't understand all the things that I believe in.
Hazzah to you lover boy. . .
Just the same, I'm outta here. Gotta get back to the real world, such as it is now that I'm not working. . .
Blessed Be.
Silver
- Location:home
- Mood:
annoyed and bitchy - Music:None, my mom isn't home so I don't have to blast anything
Been doing alot of Guitar Hero playing. I hope to at least kick SOMEONE'S ass at something when Emptyeye and I go back down to VA next January. He says I'm getting better. Not up to his par, thou. I've commondeered his games for the past week and a half. The only way i'll get ANY practicing done. Still clinging to the Easy and Medium range. it's been driving me crazy that I haven't been able to get my pinky finger and my third finger to work independantly of each other. Basically in non-gaming speak, that I suck at putting together cords that are several fingers apart. . . .
I've also been reading my Kiss biography book that I bought some time ago. I've decided that it's a good distraction from my normal excercize routine. . . Not that it existed for some time. Just decided that the few pounds that I gained after the passing of Cookies needed to be blown to hell and WAY off of my hips.
Made the family an apple pie, and a nice dinner for Emptyeye on Saturday. For those that don't know me, I CAN"T cook. And I do emphasize that, because I can't. I can bake cakes and pies, but not much else in the way of the cooking scene. Anything that comes out of a box or chicken or pizzas, I can cook without messing up.
I was craving a nice homemade apple pie for weeks, and i decided that I HAD to try to make one myself. Store bought didn't seem to do it for me, so there you are.
Anyway, time I went and got ready. Emptyeye and I are out to dinner tonight. I've decided to flow the coop tonight. No more carb-heavy dinners. That's all we've been having for the past week or so in my house. I'll go out to eat and maybe order me a salad or something relatively good for me. We'll see. . . Just not pasta again. I'm becoming impatient with that selection.
Later.
- Location:My brother's room
- Mood:
hot and sticky - Music:Dream Theater's "A Change of Seasons"
That couldn't be further from the truth.
I just believe that people in politics should be aware that they will be SERVING their communities (and in the Presidential race, the ENTIRE country). The candidates that are running for the Republican ticket are all sleeze bags. Especially to my own mind. If you're not open-minded enough to see that people have their own ways of doing things, they you don't deserve to run for President of the United States. You may think that people doing different things than you do are wierd, but you have to RESPECT those wierdos. They're your public that you will be serving. By pushing one group away, you alienate yourself from that group's vote. That's NOT GOOD AT ALL . . .
I have always told my mom and everyone else that'll listen, that I WILL speak my mind about things. You may not like it, but please try to keep an open mind that I'm not the ONLY one that said that they wouldn't vote for any of the sleezeballs in the Republican ticket. They vote Republican at any other time, but they didn't like those candidates. There was even the option to vote NONE OF THE ABOVE. That's Democracy for you. . ..
By saying things like those guys did in the debates, they aren't serving their communities in the right fashion. With this crappy information, I made my decision. http://www.afa.net/pdfs/08vg.pdf. Everybody should be INFORMED about the issues, and not just voting along party lines.
Alright, enough about Politics.
Valentines was okay. Considering the fact that it's a Hallmark Cards kind of holiday, I made out like a bandit. I got slippers (for my sister, they're still called SHUES!!!) that are red, a bag of Hugs, purple flowers from Emptyeye, and dinner at a VERY nice place from the same. Then we went to see a show. I'll go into all the details of that in 3, 2, 1 . . .
I want to talk to you about how cool the Brad Sherwood and Colin Mochrie show (go here to see their website; http://www.colinandbradshow.com/) that I went to last night at the Palace in Waterbury, CT (http://www.palacetheaterct.org/, is the place to be for their website). It was AWSOME!!!! They did alot of skits that you would see on the show "Who's Line is it Anyway?" that they both have been on over the years. If you've never seen the show before, everything's made up on the spot and the points don't matter. Each show is different, with tons of different skits.
It was pretty funny. i literally laughed my ass off. On the way home, I had a hard time sitting still on my butt. My sides still hurt too. It's crazy. I don't think I stopped laughing the whole night. Even when Brad and Colin went into the audience to pick people out for a talent show thing where they mocked what people were wearing, I didn't stop. There were people next to us that were yelling "Marco." They were actually responded to from someone out on the balcony. That was pretty funny too, because we were trying to fill in some time. That whole picking people out takes awhile, especially when the guys do it themselves.
There where points in the skits where Colin seemed to take the easy way out, and I made sure I yelled, "Coward!!!" and "Say It!!!" as loud as I could so that he would hear me. i have no reason not to heckle them. I was on the Lower Mezzine. No one gets picked from back there . . .
Anyway, I'm going to go. Brother just got home. I want to spend some time with him. See you all later.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
devious - Music:Nothing. Who's Line wasn't on. . .
If you had ANY doubt, I was off at the damn polls for the Republican and Democratic Primaries, then I guess you don't know me at all. It was kinda depressing. The people I wanted to vote for in the Presidential Election among the candidates were voted off the island in the district of Naugatuck, CT that I was counting votes for.
We'll see who wins CT for each though. I could be suprized by how many people in the rest of the state hate Clinton and her damn politics as much as I do.
Just the same, I did my civic duty and voted for the person who I thought would do the least amount of damage to the U.S. Since I'm a registered Republican and HAD to choose one of those dumb candidates, I chose the last option None of the Above. In our town, it was A-f, or whatever that option was. I can only hope that everything else goes well.
You see, I may be registered as a Republican, but I really think like an independant. I really want to FUCK with their ballots as much as I can.
Things on the personal front are going better. My brother's coming home this weekend, so I'm hoping we can all get come closure and move on together. Anyway, i'm exausted. Going to bed now.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
awake - Music:Whatever Was Around.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Q8DriPCX
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yH8b5ruc_-E&f
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O61Do03ZC
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVmHmS0MC
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJYho56IN
- Location:Home
- Mood:
calm - Music:whatever YouTube video i was just watching
Me more probably, because her soul and mine have always been familar and witch to each other. i know that sounds out there, but when I saw her at the place we bought her from, I knew she was meant to be my familiar again.
Cookies was a 10 year old Black Labrador Retriever purebread. I knew that she was in SOOO much pain over the past 2 years because of her hip, but I still didn't expect her to die after the rest of the day I had yesterday. But the fact of the matter is, she did things yesterday that she hadn't done in the longest time. I figured out a few days ago, that she had been peeing on the deck in the snow, and yesterday when I let her out, she ACTUALLY went out in the yard. She also used to eat her food like a fiend, and over the past few days (closer to a week, btw) she's only eaten a quarter of the food, but stretched out over the whole day. Also yesterday when Emptyeye came over, she was jumping all over him like she used to when she was a puppy. We all thought she had some virus and was feeling better at that point.
The more I thought about all this today, I just kept thinking that she was saying goodbye to everything that she knew in her life.
I don't know if I'll be able to find another like her. i don't even know if I'll be the same without her. She was there through Emptyeye's Cancer months, and was MY rock while I was off being strong for Emptyeye and his family. I actually came home and cried with her. I'm not a big crier in front of my fellow humans, so crying in front of her seemed SOOOOO right.
I keep thinking that she was waiting for me to hold her as she passed away. She made some pretty loud whistling noise as she was having difficulty breathing. It's like she wanted me to be there to hold her when it happened. And I didn't want to be the only one, so I called my dad in a rush when i figured something was really wrong with her. I think I would have even tried to jump in a grave with her if my dad hadn't been there to do all the necessary lugging of her body to the place that will take care of her. Sorry Emptyeye, I know you hate hearing that, but I know I would have at that moment.
The ground was WAY too frozen, otherwise we would have HAD to bury her in the backyard, because we would have all wanted her near us while we live in this house.
My dad shook her for several minutes to be sure. My mom and my sister had to poke her a few times to also be sure. My whole family had to make sure that I wasn't playing a joke on them. I mean COME on. Why would I kid about something like that???!!!
I felt her heart speed up and then give out. i KNEW the EXACT moment that she passed. I think THAT alone will haunt my dreams (and every waking moment). I can't even look in the corner where her dog bed was for all these years. It's just too wierd not to have her there. i got home from lunch today with Emptyeye and expected her to be there welcoming me home. Stuff like that you get SOOO used to.
I told her awhile back that it was okay to give up when the pain got to be too much for her. I actually thought that I had come to grips with everything back then. But apparently not since I'm really bad off now. . .
There are moments where I'm okay, and then outta the blue, here comes another wave of tears.
At least my mom let me do a Wiccian Blessing for Cookies. Otherwise I would keep thinking that I sense her presence in the house. At least now I know that she's moved on to the Summerland. I've even asked the universe to send her to me when she's been re-incarnated or when we both move on to our next lives. That actually keeps me smiling in the times between the tears.
I think that the length of this post'll have to serve as Cookies' legacy with our family. That and a dog Eulogy.
I'll try to use words to help me finish grieving for you, my beloved Cookies. I will continue to post, and about much more pleasant subjects too.
Blessed Be Dear Heart. And thank you for letting me know you.
I'll leave this post with this:
- from In Memoriam by Alfred, Lord Tennyson
- Location:Home
- Mood:
majorly depressed - Music:Whatever's on my parent's computer. I didn't want them to hear me bawling . . .
Well, that's the P.C. version that I'm telling people. Details are hard to come by. If I talked about the nature of the mouth-off, people who know my dull-ass legal name might start to wonder what I'm really capable of, especially when I'm mad.
Just the same, I got fired for being the loud-mouth that I am. I'm actually kinda glad that I don't have to finish with them or give them notice or anything when i DO find something I want to do. Obviously I'm still mad from yesterday to write what I wrote this morning.
I just don't kill things, no matter how annoying they seem to be at the time, no matter what I was talking about this morning. I get mad, and you can see the result. Besides, after this post, you can count on my never talking about that whole situation agin.
Now, don't think I'm back-tracking my words, I'm STILL pissed off enough with the company to never want to temp for them ever again. That and the fact that I will never want to get a loan from them or open a new account through them. i MIGHT still want to bad-mouth them for all the shit that they put me through, but I know i shouldn't.
I think I'll use the rest of today to clean up my room or tidy my resume up and all that. I know that I could use some of this extra time to get my story more polished and all that. I've wanted to do that for some time, except that I've been working at the bank and then I had my class stuff to attend to. There's been alot of stuff that's actually been making me more tired thinking about that I could get going.
It's also possible that the place that I temp through might not call me for awhile so I need to do a job hunt as well. That's another thing that I've been thinking about for awhile too. i'll start my job hunt online. We'll see what the heck I'll be able to find and all that.
Oh yeah. Now I remember. I haven't mentioned the GOOD news that I had for you. I finished my degree finally. The diploma came in the mail yesterday. Suffice to say, I was on Cloud Nine until all that drama happened at the bank yesterday.
Just the same, i think I should get going and all that. Blessed Be.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
drained - Music:none, I needed to think
I'm angry FOR them all. Most of If you've been in a vaccum for the past few months, maybe you haven't heard some member of the boss circle decided that it would be a good thing to shut down an entire division within the company that looked to them like they weren't making them enough money. Stupid money-grubbing-bad-politicing dumbass. i bet they didn't even bother to consider those valant employees that had worked their asses off for them. People who I knew didn't even have anything to do with the department were even laid off yesterday. At a freaking 9am meeting, no less. i mean, were they TRYING to be dense with this and with NO tact at all?
I mean come on. Most of these people have young kids to support. One in particular is a single mom of 2 who had never had the unfortunate mess of losing a job before. Her reaction made me the most mad.
I feel like myself, the rest of the temps and all the permant employees pf Webster Bank are all playing a game of Stratego with the higher ups. If you haven't even heard of this game, it's a game of strategy that I used to play with my siblings all the time. There were pieces with numbers and flags and bombs. The lower the number, the easier to get rid of the piece. The flag is the item that you hide away from the other team, and you have to try to get theirs. I can tell you, the division itself was the #1 piece. Since it was the first to go, we can say that to our opponents, THAT was the most expendable piece. They would totally fight out piece with their highest one, The Spy. A damn Spy can take over ALL of the pieces but the bombs on the board. After yesterday, the Spy took out all the number 8's, 7's and some 2's as well. If you aren't aware of this fact, the number 8 pieces are the only ones that can distroy the bombs that our opponent has placed around their own flag. Now we can never capture their flag (which I will call their reasons for shutting down the damn division in the first place). Even people who thought that their jobs were safe at one point are now doubting that. Good going Webster Bank.
I mean, what's their strategy for letting so many people go that had NOTHING ( and I do repeat, NOTHING) to do with the division that closed up. Their hidden game with everybody's job has been getting on my nerves. I mean, the division was doing alright. Out department would have had PLENTY to keep itself busy even without this decision. We service SO many different departments that we would have been okay keeping most of those that got fired yesterday.
It may be that my big mouth on this subject will get me fired, but right now all I can say to those bosses who made the decision to fire somebody for expressing their Constitutional right to speak their mind, KISS MY HAIRY IRISH-AMERICAN ASS!!! You deserve all these slanderous comments. Your reputation with the public will suffer and eventually die, if i can help it. Hell, YOU can die for being the money-grubbing mother fuckers that you are.
I'll report my good news another time, when I'm not so pissed off. Later all.
- Location:HOME, then to the hell that is work
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:This and That
I needed to put stuff into my car, and the wrong stuff was in the right color packing as the right stuff. Suffice it to say, I put stuff that'll make my new pretty car's engine want to spit it back out. I caught myself before the whole half container in, which is good.
I was up until about 2 AM thinking about what I had to do this morning.
This morning, said Wiccian had to go calling the two places she knew for good service to have her oil changed.
Suffice it to say, I didn't make it into work until about noon, asked my boss to work till 7.
Now i'm wishing I didn't, even with the toons being so great. I'm just too tired from being up so late. That and I think I'm breaking out from stressing about the car as much as I have been doing. Oh well.
Blessed Be all.
- Location:work
- Mood:
blah - Music:the River, since it was on
www.emptyeye.com
Emptyeye's got some new music for us all to check out.
alright, so the first part of this is too much. The rest is WAY too much.
- Mood:
cranky
Alright. Let's see if you thought these comparisons were as funny as i did.
http://www.indecision2008.com/blog.jhtml?c=t
arrrg. The pictures almost made me go running. . .
Look on the 2nd part of that. I thought about playing with that for a bit. . . I'll have to tell you what I come up with.
"As millions of Potterphiles know, I am Lord Voldemort is an anagram for Tom Marvolo Riddle. We at Indecision (also known as Coin Inside) were wondering what other names could be made into oddly appropriate anagrams.
For example, an anagram for George Walker Bush is Gore grew bleak. And it turns out that Dick Cheney is just another way to spell Chick Needy.
Now it's your turn -- pick a candidate and come up with a fitting anagram for his or her name. "
I might need some help if i want to finish this before I go crazy.
- Mood:
sleepy
The two fierce rivals for the 2008 Republican presidential nomination do not disagree on everything. Alright, so this has multiple meanings for me. Can you see my problem with the two put together . . . hey, what issue do you think they were talking about at the time that this pic was taken?
Nah, I'm just kidding.
- Location:home
- Mood:
confused - Music:TAPS doing their thing.
- Mood:
bouncy
See, we have a theory,
more guys=less drama.
It has something to do with all the testosterone from the guys counteracting the estrogen in the department. Plus I think all the women would be more careful about what they said to one another around a guy.
I think we'd also be nicer. I think it's just women nature. That's why my best of friends have always been guys.
Also, it doesn't help that all of us have been on edge because the lady that's leaving is a total fat ass, and doesn't want to do shit. All of us have been taking turns poking fun of the way she moves and the lack of work that she does. Hey, even the woman that's directly above me has talked about the way she pops Advil like they're M&M's. I couldn't help cracking up there. . .
This lady keeps complaining about how her back is bothering her and how she has SOOOO many health problems. I'm plainly sick of it. I admit to my share of bitching about her and all that. My only comment about that, is that if she weren't such a big piece of lard, that she wouldn't have that many health problems to deal with.
Now you've heard my bitchyness. All the girls in the cubie think that I should go all psycho on her ass and tell her off the last day that she'll be working with us. Either that or play a prank on her that same day. I keep telling them that she's not worth my time. And the fact that harming others is just not part of the Wiccian Way. it's just that she pisses EVERYONE off, even the people she's supposedly firends with at the bank that we've all be temping for.
Anyway, I'm off. I don't want to tax you too much with this shit. Till next time.
Blessed Be.
- Location:In La La land
- Mood:
bitchy - Music:Genesis' "No Son Of Mine"
Anyway, I should explain why I chose this picture. I live in CT, and I've been to the State Capitol MANY times with one of my State Representative friends. I have always thought that the dome outside the Representative chamber to be the best works of art in the whole state. At first, it reminded me of the moon and the sun all intertwined.
Blessed Be.
Silver
- Location:home
- Mood:
horny - Music:Currently, Boston's "Rock and Roll Band"
Welcome and Blessed Be.
For all of you that don't know, I'm a member of a small coven of witches out of CT.
Hi.
I'm Silverluna, and this is my Livejournal.
I welcome any questions or comments about my religion or anything I post in my journal.
Well, that's it for now.
Later
Merry Part!
Silver